Tiring day

My 2nd AHM. Not really been training for this half marathon. Bunked at ks house the previous night so that everyone can leave for the place at the same time. Ah 530am run for me & mq, 730am for ks and mz. Ah, me bad. The two of them have to wake
up earlier to accompany me there, sigh, i feel so *Bad* ...heehee...

Started the run slowly with mq, his old injury still not fully recover yet, but he would like to take this opporunity to test his fitness. Promised him that i'll not left him behind until:
1) either he omplete the run with me
2) or fall out if he cannot tahan anymore.

Anyway, don't want him to get injuried again, after such a long time of inactivity. Really hoped that he could have lasted the distance, but for the sake of our further basketball sessions, it was best that he stop before further damaged could be done. Well, he had done well enough to prove his fitness, kudos.

Well, on the other hand, my knees were getting wobbly and became crampy at the final 6 km. Think i have made them worst since the last 10km passion run, when i run without training at all. Gotta stop for awhile. Sigh, what should i do for the upcoming StanChart Marathon??? :(

Second part of the day was abit better, went scouring for the best deal in town for my current dream car. Prices are realistic but pretty good at the moment as the COE is down down down. Shouldn't be a problem to get one within my budget. :P Hope
everything goes well. Time to go back to my studies...

bad weekend

felt abit better today but still sicky
was in a not-so-good mood due to the sickness

ks/mz jio me go taka at orchard
but i didn't want to go so far
after much persuasion from them,
i agreed to meet them for dinner at bugis.
After that i planned to go marine parade for a
little studies.

well, things did not go according to plans.
about to go out, then sis came along
and asked me to install some programs for her.
Being the only "IT consultant" at home,
i just had to do it.
Things turn soured when we had a little argument.
I felt that i was not appreciated at all,
despite i had done what i need to do.
I was treated like a shit.
Okay, probably not shit, more like a toilet paper.
Used and throw away.
Alot of deep thoughts were going through my mind.

When i was about to leave, i was already terribly late.
Called ks and mz to check out with them, see if they have
arrived and whether they should go ahead with dinner first.
I was in no mood to eat. Lost my appetite.
what happened later baffled me.

ME: "I just got out of my house, cause i need to do something at home."
KS: "Wait, let me get the more convincing girl."
MZ (background): "why me again?"
ME: "Sorry I'll be late. Need to do something at home."
MZ(in a flat tone) : "It's Okay. Bye."
ME: "huh?"
MZ (in a flat tone) : " It's Okay. Bye."
ME (shaking my head): "Bye."

Now that saddens me, I don't know why but it had upset me.
Either my friends are angry with me being late or they heard me wrongly.

I was out already, feel stupid if i go home.
So might as well go marine parade, look up MQ to discuss what's going on.
But he's pre-occupied.
Alright, I gonna spent the day with myself alone. Cool.
Shopping at MP and had dinner, best.
Went along with my plans of studying at Mac in ECP.
Went well actually...

but turned for the worse. SIGH. The WORST was yet to come...
was about to leave for home, when sudden downpour. Heavy.
Weighting waiting out for the rain to stop vs the need to rush home...
so I choose the latter.
Ran out and got drenched by the heavy rain.
Felt very cold while driving but suddenly was in high spirits.
Arrived safely back home and back into my warm room...
Yes.
Warmth...
...
...

sicky weekend

felt sicky today...
probably ate too much spicy and hot food
body had became what was known as "heaty"
throat became very dry and poached
with a burning sensation and itchness
soon, it had affected one of my nosetrils
...
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blocked - running - blocked
running - blocked - running
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the irritating cycle kept repeating... ...
Worse, it affected my eyesight~
my left eye became puffy and itchy.
And i kept sneezing and the nose kept running.
Coughing came along and join in the party.
Great.
Pop in a panadol.
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zzz...
zzz zzz...
zzz zzz zzz...

reminders

tried to learn the finer points of squash alone...
in the evening a.k.a "just now"...
right leg was still sore since last week...
thought it was okay to carry on playing but then...
the leg feels pain again...
shit...
it hurts again...
guess i had made it more worse...
hope it'll turn out better tomorrow morning...

Time to take things slowly.
Work and time does not seems to match lately.
With the need to complete my WITS project
within the next few weeks
and to take the exams at the same time
pressure is mounting...
hmmm i don't feel a thing...
that's a bad sign...

wierd wierd 的夢

Had been studying for the past few days.
yesterday was worst, frantically trying to squeeze
every ounce of power juice from the brain cells
then i slept late
then i overslept
then i was feeling shitty because i slept late
then test time
then... ...
IT HITTED ME AGAIN
MENTAL BLOCK
can't recall a thing...
kosong, zero, nothing, 零... ...

昨晚做了一個 wierd wierd 的夢
跟心裡喜歡的人
手牽著手
十指相扣
感覺上很真實，很逼真
it felt so real... ...
But... it's still just a dream...
But, but... it feel so real ^_^
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Watched the premiere of Rush Hour 3
with cla, yj and sj... compliments of ks.
Buy more tv consoles brother, just buy more ^_^
and thanks for sharing the privileges of
watching...

Never knew that tennis bag is so big,
yet so light. sj can stored a lot of of her stuff inside
besides the rackets and the balls. Coolz...

壁球

上星期天看了最新的 harry pottie 电影
虽然不是很 fantastic 但还满好看的啦
三颗 ***!!! ^_^


最近我开始等待已久的新 hobby，
壁球。
在 poly 时，有跟几个同学们玩，
那是很久很久以前的事了... ...

哇靠！在 SAFRA 玩了将近两个钟头
搞到整身上下酸痛... ...
但是还是很好玩。^_^
mz joined me in the last hour after
some persuasion, somehow i felt bad.
我不应硬拉她出来的啦... ...
hmmmmm...sorry...