Pisces Horoscope (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Your personal needs seem pretty clear to you, yet your thoughts seem out of sync with your current situation. You may attempt to be specific in your communication, but words won't explain what you are feeling. Instead of reducing your emotions to language, just act on your dreams without any form of explanation. Walking your talk is worth a thousand words.
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Thursday, 29 November 2007
Sunday, 28 October 2007
My New Ride
Yes. I had finally got my new ride a couple of days back. It's a grey Toyota Rush 1.5X mini SUV that you can find commonly on the roads these days. The interior was spacious and the ride is big but is abit tad slow because its small capacity engine has to haul its huge, heavy frame and weight. Nevertheless, i am happy with my latest acquisition. The price was hefty but i can live with that without any problems.
Many have asked why do i have to buy a new ride when my household already had two, and why a mini-suv, which many does not think that it's economically sound to do so, whereby i could get a smaller one with better mileage. Simple answers to the questions.
1) I need a ride to go work.
2) I need a ride to bring me to places at my own discreet and convenience.
3) I personally do not like cars with small interior which are usually crampy. I like everyone in the car to feel comfortable, not like sardines.
4) I just happen to like this car model.
5) the above 2 cars do not belong to me. I rather get something that i own by my own self, not to rely on others.
There are 101 reasons which i can give to why i buy the car, whatever the reasons are, the most important thing of all to me is: that is simply what i wanted for myself. Moi. Me. Self-centered person. Having no serious problems, no commitments, no worries, I think i can well afford to pamper myself with something that i can own by my own self, isn't it justifiable enough?
Well so much for the reasonings, onwards to ride itself.
Having driving around for quite abit for just a couple of days, I'm loving it :)
Except for several issues, such as the roaring engine while traveling at low speed, E-brake mechanism, first-time car owner jitters and etc, everything were in good order. Luckily I checked on the forums about the issues and even better, solutions were given along with explanations. Worries no more.
MQ and MZ gave me a cute little Poohbear a few months back. It's now proudly seated on the dashboard of 2764X. Was still pondering if I should get a bigger Poohbear and throw it behind at the passenger seats. It will look so cool with Poohbear all inside my ride ^_^ Maybe a decal at the rear of the vehicle will grab more attention heehee...
Many have asked why do i have to buy a new ride when my household already had two, and why a mini-suv, which many does not think that it's economically sound to do so, whereby i could get a smaller one with better mileage. Simple answers to the questions.
1) I need a ride to go work.
2) I need a ride to bring me to places at my own discreet and convenience.
3) I personally do not like cars with small interior which are usually crampy. I like everyone in the car to feel comfortable, not like sardines.
4) I just happen to like this car model.
5) the above 2 cars do not belong to me. I rather get something that i own by my own self, not to rely on others.
There are 101 reasons which i can give to why i buy the car, whatever the reasons are, the most important thing of all to me is: that is simply what i wanted for myself. Moi. Me. Self-centered person. Having no serious problems, no commitments, no worries, I think i can well afford to pamper myself with something that i can own by my own self, isn't it justifiable enough?
Well so much for the reasonings, onwards to ride itself.
Having driving around for quite abit for just a couple of days, I'm loving it :)
Except for several issues, such as the roaring engine while traveling at low speed, E-brake mechanism, first-time car owner jitters and etc, everything were in good order. Luckily I checked on the forums about the issues and even better, solutions were given along with explanations. Worries no more.
MQ and MZ gave me a cute little Poohbear a few months back. It's now proudly seated on the dashboard of 2764X. Was still pondering if I should get a bigger Poohbear and throw it behind at the passenger seats. It will look so cool with Poohbear all inside my ride ^_^ Maybe a decal at the rear of the vehicle will grab more attention heehee...
Wednesday, 26 September 2007
815
It's getting worse out there than i had expected today. While I was driving today, I was almost hit not once but twice. The first time I was on my way to pick up the missus who's joining me for a show, travelling on ECP. This bloody "Mars-dah-3" driver don't what he is doing. All i can see was a "cina-man" acting like a "mat-driver" chaffeuring girls to downtown. Driving pretty slow he was. I was just on the right lane beside him, slightly behind, planning to speed past this poor man. But THIS BUGGER, decided to change lane and signalled. Nothing's wrong with that but he was signalling and changing lane at the same time. Still okay BUT he was changing right into my path. With lightning quick reflexes, I push the centre of the horning mechanism hard. He swerved back to his lane quickly. Shocked he must be. What an idiot. A couple of seconds more, two piles of metal scrapes and a few dead bodies might be found on the middle of the highway.
Same thing happened again after i had sent the missus back home after the show. I was on my way back and there was this taxi who also decided to change lane and signal at the same time, right into my path. Me horn he swerve. That taxi driver seems like he has been drinking or something. He looked pale.
These people are not exactly young, hot-blooded "racers". But are a couple of matured adults, at least in their 30s or 40s. Driving school never teach them to check the blind spots before changing lanes meh? Why they just suka-suka change? These people are dangerous on the road, I just had to horn them. Man i don't what will happened if I didn't notice them, but as always, I DO pay extra attention to vehicles just in front of me, on the left and right... Just in case they decided to suka-suka change lanes... Oh boy, I think I better change to bigger and louder horns for my new ride when it comes... Yeah. Can't wait for it to arrive.
Watched Bourne Ultimatum. The plot was pretty good, especially how the bad guys carried out their assassinations. It was out of the unexpected of all unexpected. The only bad thing about this movie was the shaky camera effects. Man, i almost puked. So many a times the camera was just shaking so violent whenever there's a fight scene, especially the one in the toilet. Bloody fight it was but the scene was too blurred and shaky that who the hell knows what happened in there!! Yes... and the missus looked extremely tired... as usual. Work must be pretty much hectic for her out there, yesss as we always said the grass is greener on the other side of the fence. Hmmm or is it?
Tuesday, 18 September 2007
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Your Sun Sign: Pisces
Sun 8° Pisces 30'
Element: Water
Key Planet: Neptune
Fish appear to be individuals, but have you ever seen a school of them swimming together? They act as one. Each is part of a greater whole. And you Pisces Fish are more aware of your interdependency than any other sign. It's as if you live in an ocean and the spirit that flows through you is like the one ocean that flows through all fishes. The symbol of the Fish is also the symbol of Christianity, the predominant religion during the past two thousand years -- also known to astrologers as the "Age of Pisces."
Sun 8° Pisces 30'
Element: Water
Key Planet: Neptune
Fish appear to be individuals, but have you ever seen a school of them swimming together? They act as one. Each is part of a greater whole. And you Pisces Fish are more aware of your interdependency than any other sign. It's as if you live in an ocean and the spirit that flows through you is like the one ocean that flows through all fishes. The symbol of the Fish is also the symbol of Christianity, the predominant religion during the past two thousand years -- also known to astrologers as the "Age of Pisces."
Motto: "Reality is just a shared illusion."
Greatest Strength: Your compassion for those in need
Possible Weakness: Confusion can put you at a disadvantage
Your Moon Sign: Leo
Moon 6° Leo 15'
Your emotions are powerful and often expressed dramatically. That's because feelings are meant to be shown and not held inside yourself. Sure, you don't want to expose all of your secrets, but generally putting them out in the open works best for you. It's part of the enthusiasm that you need to feel alive. Just getting by is not enough for you, which is why you don't always play it safe. But taking risks on a personal level gives you a sense of excitement that you absolutely need to be at your best. Sure, you can go overboard at times, but that's probably a better approach than sitting on the sidelines and going unnoticed. You're here to be seen, so there's no need to stay quiet or play it cool.
Your Moon Sign: Leo
Moon 6° Leo 15'
Your emotions are powerful and often expressed dramatically. That's because feelings are meant to be shown and not held inside yourself. Sure, you don't want to expose all of your secrets, but generally putting them out in the open works best for you. It's part of the enthusiasm that you need to feel alive. Just getting by is not enough for you, which is why you don't always play it safe. But taking risks on a personal level gives you a sense of excitement that you absolutely need to be at your best. Sure, you can go overboard at times, but that's probably a better approach than sitting on the sidelines and going unnoticed. You're here to be seen, so there's no need to stay quiet or play it cool.
Motto: "If you feel it, show it."
Greatest Strength: Your urge to create, even if the odds are against you
Possible Weakness: Over-dramatizing your emotions
Your Rising Sign: Aquarius
Ascendant 25° Aquarius 43'
Aquarius Rising gives you an open-minded outlook on life. You're not one to get stuck with traditions that don't make sense to you. That's because you're an original, a person who's looking to make her or his own mark rather than following in anyone else's footsteps. And no matter how strong your feelings are, you tend to use your mind to help you back up and see things from a broad perspective. So you tend to look cool, maybe a little detached, even when you're steaming inside. There's a friendly way you have about you that makes you very likable. But when it comes to matters of principle, you're capable of digging in your heels and stubbornly standing up for your beliefs.
Your Rising Sign: Aquarius
Ascendant 25° Aquarius 43'
Aquarius Rising gives you an open-minded outlook on life. You're not one to get stuck with traditions that don't make sense to you. That's because you're an original, a person who's looking to make her or his own mark rather than following in anyone else's footsteps. And no matter how strong your feelings are, you tend to use your mind to help you back up and see things from a broad perspective. So you tend to look cool, maybe a little detached, even when you're steaming inside. There's a friendly way you have about you that makes you very likable. But when it comes to matters of principle, you're capable of digging in your heels and stubbornly standing up for your beliefs.
Motto: "I'm friendly, but not really like to rest of you."
Greatest Strength: Understanding what's best for the group
Possible Weakness: People don't see your passion
Your Chinese Sign: The Monkey
The MONKEY … THE MERRY MONKEY
Mantra: I live in my fantasy world.The Monkey never stops acting and reacting. He is clever and full of ideas and pranks, always entertaining his or her friends, of which he has many. Everything is competition, and the Monkey wants to be the fastest at everything. Ambitious and resourceful, Monkeys can sometimes be reckless and secretive about what they want to do. They prefer to rely only on their own resources and talents. The Monkey never stops being busy… even if it is only the mind that's at work.
Car nut
Yes. The time has arrived again.
To test my luck again with the authorities and the market.
Will i be able to strike gold?
Will the price plunge?
Will I get the COE??
I'm still waiting...
To test my luck again with the authorities and the market.
Will i be able to strike gold?
Will the price plunge?
Will I get the COE??
I'm still waiting...
Thursday, 13 September 2007
Another aimless week
Aimless because everyday on standby where to go and what to do. I'll never be able to get the right instructions until the very last minute. I may have to go to another location instead of the pre-planned one or to carry out some other tasks instead of the original idea. All-in-all, I feel like a puppet. You'll only get to go wherever the one controlling you wants you to and to carry out whatever he/she fancies.
Started running again today, with mixed results. Afternoon went for the liferun at the Turf City. It was just a 3.5km which was enough to test how well my knee had recovered. Started slow and steady and gradually increased my speed and momentum. Everything well right until the burst to the finishing area, legs were abit tired but nevertheless was well.
Went for a second round in the evening since ks and mz asked me to go, might as well try out how far my legs can carry me.
Bad decision.
After slightly more than 1km of running my right knee starts to feel pain again. Had no other choice but to stop. Guess i've made it worse after it had recovered. Think it's time to go for a checkup.
Started running again today, with mixed results. Afternoon went for the liferun at the Turf City. It was just a 3.5km which was enough to test how well my knee had recovered. Started slow and steady and gradually increased my speed and momentum. Everything well right until the burst to the finishing area, legs were abit tired but nevertheless was well.
Went for a second round in the evening since ks and mz asked me to go, might as well try out how far my legs can carry me.
Bad decision.
After slightly more than 1km of running my right knee starts to feel pain again. Had no other choice but to stop. Guess i've made it worse after it had recovered. Think it's time to go for a checkup.
Friday, 7 September 2007
I just cannot trust people anymore
I'm feeling very upset and angry right now.
Someone just made me feel very, very foolish.
I don't feel that it was fair to me in any way.
Don't anyhow tell me to do this and do that.
Just so you can earn some $$$. I know you will eventually.
But not in this manner.
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*The story*
Recently just decided to buy my ride, which will definitely tie me down with a financial burden for the next 4 to 5 years. I'm ready for it anyway sooner or later, I was just feeling that it was the right time since the COE was down to the lowest at this moment.
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So I went around with a colleague of mine looking for a good deal. Finally decided on his recommended friend's relative, who was willing to cut his profit margins for me and give me some goodies. His offer was good too as he matched dollar for dollar with another PI that we visited and the the deal was transparent too.
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The upcoming COE bidding did not went as I've predicted. So I've decided to wait for the next round of bidding so I kindly told my PI about my decision. This good colleague of mine was very,very enthusiastic about it. He reminded me that the price will go higher if i don't take it now. He again and again used the kind of pushy attitude which I feel, was not right at all.
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"I can guarantee you that the next round of bidding will go higher! Trust me!"
"I confirm that the COE will go up. Tell my friend that you are willing to top up and get the COE now."
"Do it or you will regret it later when it goes higher. It sure will go up one lah!"
"You listen to me, it will go up. My brother-in-law waited like you last time. Then? he waited and waited until the COE goes very high, lan lan must buy liao."
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Fuck you. It's irritating and annoying. YOU SOUND LIKE A PUSHY SALESMAN. I choosed to ignore his suggestions and told him that I'll take the chance and wait. That was Wednesday.
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Just tonight, while I was happily having fun with a couple of my closest colleagues for a unplanned, adhoc prawning session, he sms-ed me.
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"Hey, you think you can try to cancel the deal with my friend?"
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I was puzzled so I asked why.
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"TT (another ex-colleague, who's now working as a PI saleswoman) is selling cars too. Can buy from her. Actually looking for ppl to buy car from her there, she give half her comms to me. My friend there now get nothing."
"TT (another ex-colleague, who's now working as a PI saleswoman) is selling cars too. Can buy from her. Actually looking for ppl to buy car from her there, she give half her comms to me. My friend there now get nothing."
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Why the hell do I want to buy from her when I'm already in a deal? Fuck. Who the hell is gonna refund me the deposit I paid if I cancel the deal?
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"I just asking lah, cos I tot my friend say is flexible mah, if dun wan can take back the deposit mah.Maybe give excuse that the highest COE bid only 16k to 17k. See based on this whether he ca refund u anot?" But don tell him I teach u."
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The whole sage sums up the whole conspiracy theory that i came up with: He's trying to make money and a fool out of me.
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1) The initial deal I guess, if I was to buy there and then, probably he'll get some commission. No wonder he kept pestering me and persuading me to get the deal done even though the COE is damn out of my expectations. He also employed some scare tactics ie, COE will go higher!
2) Now he tells me to try get the refund and buy from another person so he can get his little commission.
3) He abused my trust in him.
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I'm feeling upset because of several things. He made a fool out of me because it was my first time to get my own ride. I had no experience and whatsoever, why is he doing this just for some $$$? He also indirectly abused my trust and faith in him. I trusted his judgement and more important I valued the friendship. Now i know it's cost $$$. So you get nothing now you want to get something so you ask me to suka-suka change from A to B lah? I don't care whether B is giving a better deal or not. It disappointed me very much with such friend... if I can still call him a friend...He doesn't even care if I'll lose my deposit or not, it's not his $2,000 anyway... "try to cancel the deal lah...", "don't say i teach you..." FUCK YOU. So what if you need to support your kid and family and need to earn a little extra? You made me feel like a fool to trust you, if you don't get anything from the first deal, that's your problem. Don't tell me to change and try to get a refund so you can get your measly little commission. I don't care since you don't care either.
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I'm sticking with this PI and I'm gonna find out what the hell is going on. Probably I'll even rat on you to get a better deal from the PI. I don't care anymore.
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Who cares anyway? Everyone is just out there making $$$ from friends. Even my closest childhood friend cheated me a few thousand dollars. I was really dumb to trust him. Friends who lied to me severely were never seen or dealt with again.
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Who can I trust? No one... ...
Not even her anymore. She said before she don't like running at all and has never join us for any of our runs. So why is she doing the SHAPE RUN all of the sudden?
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In this world no one can be trusted.
The one person that I can totally
depend on and trust
is MYSELF.
Tuesday, 4 September 2007
xingxing
過去的溫暖隨著時間流逝
夢里牽著溫柔的雙手
如雾中若映若现
只剩揮散不去的思念
甜蜜的愛情
像那脆弱的榕树
默默的枯萎
濃濃的回憶
似飄落的葉子
慢慢的被秋風吹散
心中熟悉的容顏
悄悄的如煙消失
沉默以久的心情
随风带走寂寞的思绪
一切結束的太快
永遠都無法釋懷
夢里牽著溫柔的雙手
如雾中若映若现
只剩揮散不去的思念
甜蜜的愛情
像那脆弱的榕树
默默的枯萎
濃濃的回憶
似飄落的葉子
慢慢的被秋風吹散
心中熟悉的容顏
悄悄的如煙消失
沉默以久的心情
随风带走寂寞的思绪
一切結束的太快
永遠都無法釋懷
Monday, 3 September 2007
Recent happenings
F**king shit... this is the second time i'm writing after the first one was delete somehow by the stupid system...
One crude phrase to sum up the past week...
I've f**ked up big time.
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Don't think i'll be able to training running for the time being.
Don't think I can pass my september papers.
Worst, think i'm gonna lose my movie kaki...
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The irritating sores and sharp pains to my legs was getting worse.
It's killing me whenever i walked up/down the stairs.
Was it worth it when i did the run? I guess it was not.
It the price that i've to pay for being so foolish.
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Everything seems to be going so smoothly until the last paper. Then it hitted me
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What the hell are the questions about???
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*scribble scribble scribble*
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"Time's up. Put down your pens and submit your papers. NOW."
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*Sigh*
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To top off the bad week, was supposed to watch some movies with friends. Then found out that the movie was already full since booking was opened two weeks ago
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Afterwhich, was supposed to follow up with another movie at another location with just my movie kaki. When I arrived to buy tickets, it turned out to be a disaster.
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"Sorry, just left the first 2 rows."
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Okay, never mind. At least there was another alternative as both shows were yearned to be watched.
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"Still have seats, but seperate. You still want?"
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Bummer.No show, no go.
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Everything seems to have gone wrong that day. Quietly, we just went somewhere to eat and drink abit. Can see that movie kaki was kinda tired and bored. sleepy too.
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Then we meet up with some friends for another round of eat and drink abit. Movie kaki suddenly seems to be much more lifely and awaken... guess i know when i'm not wanted
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No matter, for there are other more important things to worry about right now.
Preparations for the nov papers, the one-man-do-all project that i'm being chased after by my immediate boss, my new car...
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Yes. you hear me right. I'm getting the car.Now.
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At this point of time rather than waiting for the end of the year. Since COE is down, might as well take the chance to hope for a lower price. It might shoot back up. But then again, it might be the same as the end of the year, so why not take the chance now? HARKHARK...
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I supposed that is what they mean by, "you win some, you lose some."
One crude phrase to sum up the past week...
I've f**ked up big time.
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Don't think i'll be able to training running for the time being.
Don't think I can pass my september papers.
Worst, think i'm gonna lose my movie kaki...
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The irritating sores and sharp pains to my legs was getting worse.
It's killing me whenever i walked up/down the stairs.
Was it worth it when i did the run? I guess it was not.
It the price that i've to pay for being so foolish.
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Everything seems to be going so smoothly until the last paper. Then it hitted me
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What the hell are the questions about???
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*scribble scribble scribble*
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"Time's up. Put down your pens and submit your papers. NOW."
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*Sigh*
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To top off the bad week, was supposed to watch some movies with friends. Then found out that the movie was already full since booking was opened two weeks ago
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Afterwhich, was supposed to follow up with another movie at another location with just my movie kaki. When I arrived to buy tickets, it turned out to be a disaster.
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"Sorry, just left the first 2 rows."
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Okay, never mind. At least there was another alternative as both shows were yearned to be watched.
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"Still have seats, but seperate. You still want?"
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Bummer.No show, no go.
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Everything seems to have gone wrong that day. Quietly, we just went somewhere to eat and drink abit. Can see that movie kaki was kinda tired and bored. sleepy too.
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Then we meet up with some friends for another round of eat and drink abit. Movie kaki suddenly seems to be much more lifely and awaken... guess i know when i'm not wanted
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No matter, for there are other more important things to worry about right now.
Preparations for the nov papers, the one-man-do-all project that i'm being chased after by my immediate boss, my new car...
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Yes. you hear me right. I'm getting the car.Now.
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At this point of time rather than waiting for the end of the year. Since COE is down, might as well take the chance to hope for a lower price. It might shoot back up. But then again, it might be the same as the end of the year, so why not take the chance now? HARKHARK...
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I supposed that is what they mean by, "you win some, you lose some."
Sunday, 26 August 2007
Tiring day
My 2nd AHM. Not really been training for this half marathon. Bunked at ks house the previous night so that everyone can leave for the place at the same time. Ah 530am run for me & mq, 730am for ks and mz. Ah, me bad. The two of them have to wake
up earlier to accompany me there, sigh, i feel so *Bad* ...heehee...
Started the run slowly with mq, his old injury still not fully recover yet, but he would like to take this opporunity to test his fitness. Promised him that i'll not left him behind until:
1) either he omplete the run with me
2) or fall out if he cannot tahan anymore.
Anyway, don't want him to get injuried again, after such a long time of inactivity. Really hoped that he could have lasted the distance, but for the sake of our further basketball sessions, it was best that he stop before further damaged could be done. Well, he had done well enough to prove his fitness, kudos.
Well, on the other hand, my knees were getting wobbly and became crampy at the final 6 km. Think i have made them worst since the last 10km passion run, when i run without training at all. Gotta stop for awhile. Sigh, what should i do for the upcoming StanChart Marathon??? :(
Second part of the day was abit better, went scouring for the best deal in town for my current dream car. Prices are realistic but pretty good at the moment as the COE is down down down. Shouldn't be a problem to get one within my budget. :P Hope
everything goes well. Time to go back to my studies...
up earlier to accompany me there, sigh, i feel so *Bad* ...heehee...
Started the run slowly with mq, his old injury still not fully recover yet, but he would like to take this opporunity to test his fitness. Promised him that i'll not left him behind until:
1) either he omplete the run with me
2) or fall out if he cannot tahan anymore.
Anyway, don't want him to get injuried again, after such a long time of inactivity. Really hoped that he could have lasted the distance, but for the sake of our further basketball sessions, it was best that he stop before further damaged could be done. Well, he had done well enough to prove his fitness, kudos.
Well, on the other hand, my knees were getting wobbly and became crampy at the final 6 km. Think i have made them worst since the last 10km passion run, when i run without training at all. Gotta stop for awhile. Sigh, what should i do for the upcoming StanChart Marathon??? :(
Second part of the day was abit better, went scouring for the best deal in town for my current dream car. Prices are realistic but pretty good at the moment as the COE is down down down. Shouldn't be a problem to get one within my budget. :P Hope
everything goes well. Time to go back to my studies...
Monday, 13 August 2007
bad weekend
felt abit better today but still sicky
was in a not-so-good mood due to the sickness
ks/mz jio me go taka at orchard
but i didn't want to go so far
after much persuasion from them,
i agreed to meet them for dinner at bugis.
After that i planned to go marine parade for a
little studies.
well, things did not go according to plans.
about to go out, then sis came along
and asked me to install some programs for her.
Being the only "IT consultant" at home,
i just had to do it.
Things turn soured when we had a little argument.
I felt that i was not appreciated at all,
despite i had done what i need to do.
I was treated like a shit.
Okay, probably not shit, more like a toilet paper.
Used and throw away.
Alot of deep thoughts were going through my mind.
When i was about to leave, i was already terribly late.
Called ks and mz to check out with them, see if they have
arrived and whether they should go ahead with dinner first.
I was in no mood to eat. Lost my appetite.
what happened later baffled me.
ME: "I just got out of my house, cause i need to do something at home."
KS: "Wait, let me get the more convincing girl."
MZ (background): "why me again?"
ME: "Sorry I'll be late. Need to do something at home."
MZ(in a flat tone) : "It's Okay. Bye."
ME: "huh?"
MZ (in a flat tone) : " It's Okay. Bye."
ME (shaking my head): "Bye."
Now that saddens me, I don't know why but it had upset me.
Either my friends are angry with me being late or they heard me wrongly.
I was out already, feel stupid if i go home.
So might as well go marine parade, look up MQ to discuss what's going on.
But he's pre-occupied.
Alright, I gonna spent the day with myself alone. Cool.
Shopping at MP and had dinner, best.
Went along with my plans of studying at Mac in ECP.
Went well actually...
but turned for the worse. SIGH. The WORST was yet to come...
was about to leave for home, when sudden downpour. Heavy.
Weighting waiting out for the rain to stop vs the need to rush home...
so I choose the latter.
Ran out and got drenched by the heavy rain.
Felt very cold while driving but suddenly was in high spirits.
Arrived safely back home and back into my warm room...
Yes.
Warmth...
...
...
was in a not-so-good mood due to the sickness
ks/mz jio me go taka at orchard
but i didn't want to go so far
after much persuasion from them,
i agreed to meet them for dinner at bugis.
After that i planned to go marine parade for a
little studies.
well, things did not go according to plans.
about to go out, then sis came along
and asked me to install some programs for her.
Being the only "IT consultant" at home,
i just had to do it.
Things turn soured when we had a little argument.
I felt that i was not appreciated at all,
despite i had done what i need to do.
I was treated like a shit.
Okay, probably not shit, more like a toilet paper.
Used and throw away.
Alot of deep thoughts were going through my mind.
When i was about to leave, i was already terribly late.
Called ks and mz to check out with them, see if they have
arrived and whether they should go ahead with dinner first.
I was in no mood to eat. Lost my appetite.
what happened later baffled me.
ME: "I just got out of my house, cause i need to do something at home."
KS: "Wait, let me get the more convincing girl."
MZ (background): "why me again?"
ME: "Sorry I'll be late. Need to do something at home."
MZ(in a flat tone) : "It's Okay. Bye."
ME: "huh?"
MZ (in a flat tone) : " It's Okay. Bye."
ME (shaking my head): "Bye."
Now that saddens me, I don't know why but it had upset me.
Either my friends are angry with me being late or they heard me wrongly.
I was out already, feel stupid if i go home.
So might as well go marine parade, look up MQ to discuss what's going on.
But he's pre-occupied.
Alright, I gonna spent the day with myself alone. Cool.
Shopping at MP and had dinner, best.
Went along with my plans of studying at Mac in ECP.
Went well actually...
but turned for the worse. SIGH. The WORST was yet to come...
was about to leave for home, when sudden downpour. Heavy.
Weighting waiting out for the rain to stop vs the need to rush home...
so I choose the latter.
Ran out and got drenched by the heavy rain.
Felt very cold while driving but suddenly was in high spirits.
Arrived safely back home and back into my warm room...
Yes.
Warmth...
...
...
Saturday, 11 August 2007
sicky weekend
felt sicky today...
probably ate too much spicy and hot food
body had became what was known as "heaty"
throat became very dry and poached
with a burning sensation and itchness
soon, it had affected one of my nosetrils
...
...
blocked - running - blocked
running - blocked - running
...
...
the irritating cycle kept repeating... ...
Worse, it affected my eyesight~
my left eye became puffy and itchy.
And i kept sneezing and the nose kept running.
Coughing came along and join in the party.
Great.
Pop in a panadol.
.
.
.
.
zzz...
zzz zzz...
zzz zzz zzz...
probably ate too much spicy and hot food
body had became what was known as "heaty"
throat became very dry and poached
with a burning sensation and itchness
soon, it had affected one of my nosetrils
...
...
blocked - running - blocked
running - blocked - running
...
...
the irritating cycle kept repeating... ...
Worse, it affected my eyesight~
my left eye became puffy and itchy.
And i kept sneezing and the nose kept running.
Coughing came along and join in the party.
Great.
Pop in a panadol.
.
.
.
.
zzz...
zzz zzz...
zzz zzz zzz...
Tuesday, 7 August 2007
reminders
tried to learn the finer points of squash alone...
in the evening a.k.a "just now"...
right leg was still sore since last week...
thought it was okay to carry on playing but then...
the leg feels pain again...
shit...
it hurts again...
guess i had made it more worse...
hope it'll turn out better tomorrow morning...
Time to take things slowly.
Work and time does not seems to match lately.
With the need to complete my WITS project
within the next few weeks
and to take the exams at the same time
pressure is mounting...
hmmm i don't feel a thing...
that's a bad sign...
in the evening a.k.a "just now"...
right leg was still sore since last week...
thought it was okay to carry on playing but then...
the leg feels pain again...
shit...
it hurts again...
guess i had made it more worse...
hope it'll turn out better tomorrow morning...
Time to take things slowly.
Work and time does not seems to match lately.
With the need to complete my WITS project
within the next few weeks
and to take the exams at the same time
pressure is mounting...
hmmm i don't feel a thing...
that's a bad sign...
Monday, 6 August 2007
wierd wierd 的夢
Had been studying for the past few days.
yesterday was worst, frantically trying to squeeze
every ounce of power juice from the brain cells
then i slept late
then i overslept
then i was feeling shitty because i slept late
then test time
then... ...
IT HITTED ME AGAIN
MENTAL BLOCK
can't recall a thing...
kosong, zero, nothing, 零... ...
昨晚做了一個 wierd wierd 的夢
跟心裡喜歡的人
手牽著手
十指相扣
感覺上很真實，很逼真
it felt so real... ...
But... it's still just a dream...
But, but... it feel so real ^_^
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Watched the premiere of Rush Hour 3
with cla, yj and sj... compliments of ks.
Buy more tv consoles brother, just buy more ^_^
and thanks for sharing the privileges of
watching...
Never knew that tennis bag is so big,
yet so light. sj can stored a lot of of her stuff inside
besides the rackets and the balls. Coolz...
yesterday was worst, frantically trying to squeeze
every ounce of power juice from the brain cells
then i slept late
then i overslept
then i was feeling shitty because i slept late
then test time
then... ...
IT HITTED ME AGAIN
MENTAL BLOCK
can't recall a thing...
kosong, zero, nothing, 零... ...
昨晚做了一個 wierd wierd 的夢
跟心裡喜歡的人
手牽著手
十指相扣
感覺上很真實，很逼真
it felt so real... ...
But... it's still just a dream...
But, but... it feel so real ^_^
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Watched the premiere of Rush Hour 3
with cla, yj and sj... compliments of ks.
Buy more tv consoles brother, just buy more ^_^
and thanks for sharing the privileges of
watching...
Never knew that tennis bag is so big,
yet so light. sj can stored a lot of of her stuff inside
besides the rackets and the balls. Coolz...
Thursday, 2 August 2007
壁球
上星期天看了最新的 harry pottie 电影
虽然不是很 fantastic 但还满好看的啦
三颗 ***!!! ^_^
最近我开始等待已久的新 hobby，
壁球。
在 poly 时，有跟几个同学们玩，
那是很久很久以前的事了... ...
哇靠！在 SAFRA 玩了将近两个钟头
搞到整身上下酸痛... ...
但是还是很好玩。^_^
mz joined me in the last hour after
some persuasion, somehow i felt bad.
我不应硬拉她出来的啦... ...
hmmmmm...sorry...
虽然不是很 fantastic 但还满好看的啦
三颗 ***!!! ^_^
最近我开始等待已久的新 hobby，
壁球。
在 poly 时，有跟几个同学们玩，
那是很久很久以前的事了... ...
哇靠！在 SAFRA 玩了将近两个钟头
搞到整身上下酸痛... ...
但是还是很好玩。^_^
mz joined me in the last hour after
some persuasion, somehow i felt bad.
我不应硬拉她出来的啦... ...
hmmmmm...sorry...
Thursday, 26 July 2007
Monday, 23 July 2007
無聊的一天
心情還是很爛，很沉默，
心裡的結始終還是無法打開。
雖然已經過了很久了，
為什麼還是放不下呢？
haiz...
星期天
參加mizuno run
跟 mz & ks
一起跑10 km
mq虽然没有跑，
但是他陪yp去，
为她打气... :D
一早起来时，
突然发现下大雨，
但是我决定还是去，
至少还得拿
the goodie bags!
Luckily
我们去到那里时，
雨已经停了。
开始时还OK啦，
ks 突然跑掉了，
把我跟mz抛下... ...
人潮也开始多了，
跑道又很狭窄，
开始变的很困难。
更糟糕的是，
地面上有很多
water puddles,
有一些人为了竞争，
不管别人，
开始缵来缵去，
run on the puddles,
and splash the
water on the rest
of the runners...
without saying
"Sorry"... ...
YAH, 3 CHEERS TO
THE SPIRIT OF COMPETITION.
还有更worse的。
跑到一半，
来到了一个很拥挤的地点。
someone shouting instructions
to us runners:
A:
"... those running less than 10km turn right,
the rest go straight ahead..."
brilliant instructions.
who are those running less than 10km?
a) you mean those 5km runners,
b) or those 10km runners who run halfway?
nevertheless,
我们不知道该跑向那个方向，
问了很多人，也没人知道。
so we ran straight
但我们开始怀疑了，
getting lesser and lesser people running.
There are also two other
events held around the area.
SO MANY PEOPLE,
so who is who???
CONFUSION SETS IN.
Where are we heading?
as we are getting nowhere,
so we stopped running.
And headed back to the point
where the person was shouting.
It was disappointing,
to stop halfway,
probably less than 5km even.
当我们回到那时，
我们发现那是 ending point!
很多人跟我们一样，
lost and confused.
There was no proper
signs & directions.
There was no marshallers
along the route.
There was no proper
crowd control.
There was no good
handling of the event.
Collection of the goodie bags
was also a total disaster!
There was a long queue of
people but it's not moving
at all.
Everyone was jumping queue,
they just head towards the
collection counter and cut into
collect their share.
I did that too.
Because the distribution system
sucks.
If they can cut queue, so can I.
There was no proper control.
=_=
I shall not talk about how we lost
contact with ks.
Because he run so far ahead of us,
we lost him.
We could not link up with him at
the designated point,
because he was not there.
HAHAHA!
I think we lost him,
or he lost us.
We looking for him, he looking for us.
I reckon he'll do it.
He'll run home then contact us later.
Sure enough, he called back from his home.
Imagine,
other people run 10km, he run 17km.
Just an ordinary thinking soldier he is.
Got sponsorship on degree courses offered
by my employer, should i take it?
HMMMM... ... a point to ponder...
心裡的結始終還是無法打開。
雖然已經過了很久了，
為什麼還是放不下呢？
haiz...
星期天
參加mizuno run
跟 mz & ks
一起跑10 km
mq虽然没有跑，
但是他陪yp去，
为她打气... :D
一早起来时，
突然发现下大雨，
但是我决定还是去，
至少还得拿
the goodie bags!
Luckily
我们去到那里时，
雨已经停了。
开始时还OK啦，
ks 突然跑掉了，
把我跟mz抛下... ...
人潮也开始多了，
跑道又很狭窄，
开始变的很困难。
更糟糕的是，
地面上有很多
water puddles,
有一些人为了竞争，
不管别人，
开始缵来缵去，
run on the puddles,
and splash the
water on the rest
of the runners...
without saying
"Sorry"... ...
YAH, 3 CHEERS TO
THE SPIRIT OF COMPETITION.
还有更worse的。
跑到一半，
来到了一个很拥挤的地点。
someone shouting instructions
to us runners:
A:
"... those running less than 10km turn right,
the rest go straight ahead..."
brilliant instructions.
who are those running less than 10km?
a) you mean those 5km runners,
b) or those 10km runners who run halfway?
nevertheless,
我们不知道该跑向那个方向，
问了很多人，也没人知道。
so we ran straight
但我们开始怀疑了，
getting lesser and lesser people running.
There are also two other
events held around the area.
SO MANY PEOPLE,
so who is who???
CONFUSION SETS IN.
Where are we heading?
as we are getting nowhere,
so we stopped running.
And headed back to the point
where the person was shouting.
It was disappointing,
to stop halfway,
probably less than 5km even.
当我们回到那时，
我们发现那是 ending point!
很多人跟我们一样，
lost and confused.
There was no proper
signs & directions.
There was no marshallers
along the route.
There was no proper
crowd control.
There was no good
handling of the event.
Collection of the goodie bags
was also a total disaster!
There was a long queue of
people but it's not moving
at all.
Everyone was jumping queue,
they just head towards the
collection counter and cut into
collect their share.
I did that too.
Because the distribution system
sucks.
If they can cut queue, so can I.
There was no proper control.
=_=
I shall not talk about how we lost
contact with ks.
Because he run so far ahead of us,
we lost him.
We could not link up with him at
the designated point,
because he was not there.
HAHAHA!
I think we lost him,
or he lost us.
We looking for him, he looking for us.
I reckon he'll do it.
He'll run home then contact us later.
Sure enough, he called back from his home.
Imagine,
other people run 10km, he run 17km.
Just an ordinary thinking soldier he is.
Got sponsorship on degree courses offered
by my employer, should i take it?
HMMMM... ... a point to ponder...
Tuesday, 17 July 2007
The day I feel lazy
*Re-edited as i was not sane the first time round*
I'm blogging in english because it's so much faster
that i can spend more time on my psp and sleep.
I don't get enough sleep anyway,
but i need to sleep early so type faster.
Anyway, went shopping with mz for ks bdae
gift, we shortlisted a few stuff but still not yet
really decided what to buy. Still got a few days
more to go anyway not in a rush, i mean, c'mon.
He has everything that he needs, what does he
lack of? He doesn't need much and neither does
he had any desires for anything materialistic.
We also went for some retail therapy, but didn't
bought anything.
Well, can't decide lah. This looks good. That looks
cool. That's so yucky. Those strips make me look
meaty...
It's probably time HE should move on.
Let's just face it.
It's probably Fated.
No point dwelling on it anymore.
Besides, There was no
affections for him in the beginning
such a sad ending... =_=
.
.
.
.
.
Prawning is the latest craze in town,
at least in my office.
Bought lots of gears and equipment for
the up-and-coming hobby of all times.
It's not just fun to me,
I get to eat the prawns too.
We have officially formed a WPC.
what's a WPC?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
WEEKEND PRAWNING CLUB! ^_^
I'm blogging in english because it's so much faster
that i can spend more time on my psp and sleep.
I don't get enough sleep anyway,
but i need to sleep early so type faster.
Anyway, went shopping with mz for ks bdae
gift, we shortlisted a few stuff but still not yet
really decided what to buy. Still got a few days
more to go anyway not in a rush, i mean, c'mon.
He has everything that he needs, what does he
lack of? He doesn't need much and neither does
he had any desires for anything materialistic.
We also went for some retail therapy, but didn't
bought anything.
Well, can't decide lah. This looks good. That looks
cool. That's so yucky. Those strips make me look
meaty...
It's probably time HE should move on.
Let's just face it.
It's probably Fated.
No point dwelling on it anymore.
Besides, There was no
affections for him in the beginning
such a sad ending... =_=
.
.
.
.
.
Prawning is the latest craze in town,
at least in my office.
Bought lots of gears and equipment for
the up-and-coming hobby of all times.
It's not just fun to me,
I get to eat the prawns too.
We have officially formed a WPC.
what's a WPC?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
WEEKEND PRAWNING CLUB! ^_^
我喜歡跑步，但是不要叫我 "elite"
跑步是我的 hobby，
我也很熱愛運動。
但是我並不會
obsess with it,
或像莫一些人煉到
〉走火入魔〈
〉登峰造極〈
的境界啦！！！
但是，
最近有很多事困擾著
我的愛好。
我想要參加大多數的
跑步活動：
Passion Run,
Mizuno Run,
Army Half-Marathon / Marina Bay Run,
New Balance Real Run,
and finally the queen of all runs...
STANDCHART MARATHON!!!
但是，就是有一些在
management level
的人，以為自己很棒，
上過報，拿獎牌，
或者跑步比一般的
普通人快，
call themselves the cream of the crop.
害到我不敢在放工后，
留下來跑步了。
我也不敢跟同事們說我的愛好，
不然，people will say i am elite.
I AM NOT OKAY?
那些 management level
的人還想勸
people to join the AHM
AND register with them.
SO THAT CAN TRAIN TOGETHER.
拜託啦!!!
我可不想跟你們混在一起 lor!
我 train 我的，
你們 train 你們的。
不要把我拉進去。
別說我 "buay steady", not cohesive,
no team spirit, no camaraderie.
I run for the enjoyment of running,
NOT for people to scream and shout at me
to run faster.
OR say that I don't put in effort to run.
OR comment that my timing is poor.
PLEASE.
YOU ARE KILLING MY FUN.
I run for myself, not for you.
Running is my hobby,
my enjoyment.
NOT FOR YOU TO DECIDE.
DON'T YOU DARE SPOIL MY FUN.
我也很熱愛運動。
但是我並不會
obsess with it,
或像莫一些人煉到
〉走火入魔〈
〉登峰造極〈
的境界啦！！！
但是，
最近有很多事困擾著
我的愛好。
我想要參加大多數的
跑步活動：
Passion Run,
Mizuno Run,
Army Half-Marathon / Marina Bay Run,
New Balance Real Run,
and finally the queen of all runs...
STANDCHART MARATHON!!!
但是，就是有一些在
management level
的人，以為自己很棒，
上過報，拿獎牌，
或者跑步比一般的
普通人快，
call themselves the cream of the crop.
害到我不敢在放工后，
留下來跑步了。
我也不敢跟同事們說我的愛好，
不然，people will say i am elite.
I AM NOT OKAY?
那些 management level
的人還想勸
people to join the AHM
AND register with them.
SO THAT CAN TRAIN TOGETHER.
拜託啦!!!
我可不想跟你們混在一起 lor!
我 train 我的，
你們 train 你們的。
不要把我拉進去。
別說我 "buay steady", not cohesive,
no team spirit, no camaraderie.
I run for the enjoyment of running,
NOT for people to scream and shout at me
to run faster.
OR say that I don't put in effort to run.
OR comment that my timing is poor.
PLEASE.
YOU ARE KILLING MY FUN.
I run for myself, not for you.
Running is my hobby,
my enjoyment.
NOT FOR YOU TO DECIDE.
DON'T YOU DARE SPOIL MY FUN.
Sunday, 15 July 2007
我的这一天
今早起来感觉很疲惫。
无精打采的。
可能是睡眠不足吧。
但是还是模模糊糊的
赶快准备出门，
去搜索及购买旅行的
配备和一些必需品。
旅程的其中一个景点，
是要到Mt Everest
的 Base Camp 啦！
买了一个subzero的
睡袋，价钱虽不便宜，
到时候会派上用场的。
今天真的有够无聊的...
大家得参加团体活动，
但大多数的人都没兴趣。
还好跟几个同事去钓虾，
满有意思的又好玩。
一阵天不知道为什么，
我的脑带一片空白。
没有什么思考的。
也没什么烦恼的。
真的很空，很空。
仿佛好像行尸走肉咧，
一点生命力也没有。
好可怕喔... ...
无精打采的。
可能是睡眠不足吧。
但是还是模模糊糊的
赶快准备出门，
去搜索及购买旅行的
配备和一些必需品。
旅程的其中一个景点，
是要到Mt Everest
的 Base Camp 啦！
买了一个subzero的
睡袋，价钱虽不便宜，
到时候会派上用场的。
今天真的有够无聊的...
大家得参加团体活动，
但大多数的人都没兴趣。
还好跟几个同事去钓虾，
满有意思的又好玩。
一阵天不知道为什么，
我的脑带一片空白。
没有什么思考的。
也没什么烦恼的。
真的很空，很空。
仿佛好像行尸走肉咧，
一点生命力也没有。
好可怕喔... ...
